A writer under the sun

"After all that we've been through?! It seems that it's nothing to you??" I said to Dhan, as my voice is shaking for I was trying to control myself to cry. We were in a dark room, and I was standing in front of him with pieces of pictures on my right hand. "I'm sorry, it's all your fault, I already have a girlfriend. . . it's Emilia" He replied, I stared at him, I looked on his eyes for I am trying to find out if he's telling the truth, but he never even look back. i realized that I was holding a pictures of someone I don't know. I hurriedly scanned the blurry pictures and I saw him and his new girlfriend together. . . .

+++alarming+++ Woah! I was awaken by a loud alarm of my cellphone. It's 7 o'clock in the morning. I sat on my bed, trying to compose myself from a drastic sleep. "Phew! that's depressing, good thing it was just a dream" I said to myself, trying to analyze and asses my dreams. "Why I have to dream like that? Does dreams come true, what do you mean by that??" I said in fear, crossing my fingers and hoping that it will never come true. i hope that Emilia will never exist! or any girl exists! haha how pathetic.

It was 15 minutes after 7 o'clock, so I stood-up and went to the bathroom. I don't know why I felt really tired, it was as if I traveled from far places. *what a day*

Back to reality: Today I have an interview with Councilor Rudy Sese in Makati City hall at 10 o'clock, regarding Character Building Foundation. After that, at 12 o'clock in the afternoon, I have an interview with Ms. Connie Angeles of SM Foundation. Well I'm not that excited, it is just like the other interview that I have encountered. For me, it is just another day of work.

The sun is striking where my body begins to sweat, really it's really hot, and my dream still lingering on my head trying to think of anything. I still miss my boyfriend. I do miss him, sometimes I can't help myself but sigh when I saw significant places I've been when I was with him. Memories keeps flowing again on my mind. Darn, I really hate this feeling, "when will it stop! I really want to end this kind of feeling!", "enough sara, enough from hoping, it won't help you, focus focus focus". So, on my way to Makati Ave. I started jotting the interview guides for Councilor Sese; "I wonder what he looks like?" You know what I want about my job? By meeting different kind of people, you'll learned a lot from them.

The moment I arrived in the Makati City Hall, I went straight ahead to the 20th floor (to where the councilor's office is) and do you know what happened?!? He totally forgot about the interview! And he was in the meeting that time. So what I did, I reschedule it in the afternoon. Then I hurriedly went to my other work for Connie's interview, while I'm on my way to Buendia, my Boss texted me that the interview of Ms. Connie was canceled!! so what now? I'm in the middle of the road, trying to think where on earth am I going now! I went to my other office in Peh Burgos, to sort some things and wait until the 3pm interview for Councilor Sese . .

+During the interview+
An old, snobbish man, with soar throat - I shook his hand and starts the interview. During the interview, while I was asking him, he was smoking in an air-conditioned room, and the smoke's direction is leading on me. FYI We were talking about values formation.

The interview finished shortly, because while we were talking, he was doing some paper works, and he answers so shooorrttt.. so I ended it, and giving him my best best smile. "thank you for your time sir" he just nodded.... and out... I wanna go out, really...

I was supposed to meet Mike in MOA, but I changed my mind, instead I went home straight and rest. It was a loooonnnggg marathon day! ciao!