Just Got Lucky! : Purita in the City

I call this day as my “POORita” day. Worse came to worst, my brother forgot to withdraw money from the bank, I have to come for work but I only have 100 box in my pinky wallet. “So what now?” I panicked. It’s impossible to survive with 100 box if you’re working in Makati. And It’s Wednesday, I am not allowed to skip work, I have lots of things to do on my desk.

I only got one solution, “find food in the refrigerator!!!”; I hurriedly looked for a-fast-to-grab-no-need-to-prepare food, well I just got lucky! Purita found a bottle of Spanish Sardines! “It’s enough for my breakfast and lunch!” I said, and then I rushed outside as I noticed that I am already late!

Breakfast came, and I splurge on my Spanish Sardines, since it was too plenty I even shared it to my officemate Niki.

Lunch came and Purita had again her Spanish Sardines, but purita just got lucky because her officemate gave her a Barbie-Q for lunch! Woot!

Afternoon came, and I’m really am starving “again”, a big eater like me will never handle to skip merienda. But when I remembered my money on my purse, . .I ignore my whining stomach. But then, I just got lucky! Niki treated me for merienda! WOOOT!

Evening came, having 40 box in my wallet really freaking me, I feel such a loser in the city. I completely blaming myself for spending too much on food, clothes and out-of-town get aways. Spending too much for pleasure is really my sickness. I don't know, it eases my inner needs. While I was thinking which cheaper route I should take, my phone beeped.

Pattyboi: Potski, where ka?

Pots: Office why?

Pattyboi: I'm here in City Land! Let's meet! See ya!

Oh it's Patty! Aww! Well I just got lucky, after we talked to catch up on things, she brought me home, safe and sound! Woot! Thanks Pattyboi! I had fun! muwah!

Am I lucky or blessed??

Thank God! I thought no one cares for me at all. . .

And my mom gave me money tonight, so I’m not pulubs anymore!! Haha!

Haunted Relationship

We were riding in a bus, silence filled between the two of us, It feels uncomfortable, words are running out in my head. It feels like I want to end the silence and talk to you, and ask what's bothering you. But I am so helpless to do so. I can't hear any word from you . . . I don't know, I don't have any clue of what is going on between us, am I going to ride with you until you drop me somewhere? Or I'll be the one to pull over and find my own destination?

Looking back with my past relationships made me think if I am committing the same mistake again, will I let myself trap to a "nowhere to run scenario" again? Is being true to my own feelings is a mistake? Or being true to my feelings when I know It's too late to be true is a mistake? I don't know, but as I was thinking about everything feels like i will be heading to a very dark place of nowhere.

and so I ask:

Why does past relationship keeps on haunting me in my conscious and subconscious mind? It's like a ghost in my head keep booing until I cry in fears. Do unresolved past relationship should be SOLVED so that it will not keep haunting you like a ghost?

haays... am i going to ride with him or will I pull over?

*The “Brief” Affairs*

It was definitely not WHITE,

neither BLACK,

nor GREY

it’s BLUE GREEN baby!

So who’s your daddy now???