We will talk later: There's a Rainbow Always after the Rain

I believe that the rainbow will soon shine into my life after a heart break. Today is our judgment day; we will talk later, and decide whether we'll work out our relationship or end it. Sounds interesting or I may say nervous? Maybe for once, we should decide and go out in the grey shadow. We or I am staying in grey shadow for almost 7 months and it is not emotionally healthy at all. And maybe this will be the right time to end this and move on. I'm tired being on the uncertainties. I don't deserve this actually, so I should "maybe" (it depends on what will come out with our talk later) move on, close the door and have my own life. I will start all over again, with or with out him. I should start building my own self and take back the life that I have before I met him. Yes, this is a big sacrifice, but I think I had enough. I already proved to him my love, i patiently swallow all the thing he has done to me after our break-up. So I think it is time for me to move on. As the song Big girls don't cry goes: "The path i am walking, I must go alone, I must take the baby step till I'm full grown. Fairy Tales don't always have a happy ending do they? And I FORSEE THE DARK ahead if I stay".
I know that God will always be here for me, maybe after our conversation, I might cry or bawl in hurt and sadness, but I know God will give me enough strength to carry through. . . Whatever our decision will be. . . I know myself that I am ready to face everything..

I'm going to lay all the cards... I'll bet it all.. I will gamble this love once I believe it will last but lost.
All I want for now, is myself and my dignity.

I'm READY