My life afer Dan is full of Anguish

Think this way . . .

After you have given EVERYTHING --> your TIME, your PRINCIPLE and your WHOLE BEING


He will just leave you and tell you that HE DOESN'T LOVE YOU THAT MUCH!


Now that's very SELFISH and UNFAIR


Right now, I am so damn angry with him and with myself too..

I hate myself because I loved him so so much.. i know, I don't deserve this

But what is worst, even though you wanna leave him and even I decided of not seeing him again, there is always something holds me back . .

Dang!

(see my days are cold with out you, but I'm hurting while I'm with you. And though my heart can't take no more, I keep on COMING BACK TO YOU!!!! arg!)

leo says

My Horoscope says: Are you thinking about an ex too much? Snap out of it. Perform an exorcism: Go through your diary and read old entries, then call your best friend and ask them to remind you why you're better off in your current relationship.

ok ok.. I admit it... of course i'm still thinking about him.. but I'm in a state of letting go all the memories and even all the words he promised to me. It's not that easy, you know.. But I am much better than yesterday =)

yeah!! roar!!