My life afer Dan is full of Anguish

Think this way . . .

After you have given EVERYTHING --> your TIME, your PRINCIPLE and your WHOLE BEING


He will just leave you and tell you that HE DOESN'T LOVE YOU THAT MUCH!


Now that's very SELFISH and UNFAIR


Right now, I am so damn angry with him and with myself too..

I hate myself because I loved him so so much.. i know, I don't deserve this

But what is worst, even though you wanna leave him and even I decided of not seeing him again, there is always something holds me back . .

Dang!

(see my days are cold with out you, but I'm hurting while I'm with you. And though my heart can't take no more, I keep on COMING BACK TO YOU!!!! arg!)