Grief

THE SMILE THAT WAS… it feels sad to know that because of misunderstandings, pride, ego, hate and ungratefulness destroys the bond of a family… I hope other people realized that tolerating and concealing the wrong doing of a certain person will not fix the problem, instead they will make it worst. And who will be affected of the sad result? It’s not you guys – but US..

The role of a family is not only through helping one member to stand from a fall, but also making them understand and realize that in a certain issue, he also made a mistake and he should find some remorse to be humble enough to accept his fault.

Please learn how to face it. You chose to be in that situation so face the consequences.

For the coward ones – stop concealing, stop tolerating.

For the small minded ones – stop expecting, stop bickering, whining and all that shit… start having a heart of understanding and forgiveness, and a wider views on things.

For the egoistic – stop talking and do the act. Stop being a burden. And be grateful because despite your shortcomings, the people close to you are always there to help you out and give you life from a drought.

For the strong ones – try to mellow down so the cowards will not be afraid to speak from their minds and so the egoistic would have a clearer view and find a way to say sorry for his fault. You should also face the issue with the small minded ones because his views and perceptions have becoming vague and corrupted.

On LOVE:

I don’t want to deal with you yet, I’m too vulnerable to face it… There are lots of things on my hand.. but I just hope that you will do something to ease the pain you’ve caused me. I hope that you will help me to understand more of your shortcomings for I don’t know anymore which way to go or where we are heading… It feels sad because despite the hurt and pain I’m still holding on because I realized that I love you… and I don’t know if you feel the same – I’m lost by you.. ;((

Gaaa.. I'm crying now.. how many tears will I have to spend? Do I deserve this? Please tell me you are worth the tears so it would be okay for me to cry an ocean... I'm willing to fight for love, just let me see that you're worth the battle...