URGENT! I NEED YOUR ANSWER!!!

I posted a poll question. Medyo naguguluhan kasi ako, so I need your answers. Will i perm again my hair or not?

To those who haven't seen my hair style, here's my two pictures. After reading this, please vote. oki? thanks guys!!


My Curly Style










My Old Straight Hair
















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Ang mga Pilipino nga naman talaga ay sadyang mga tamad, alam na nga ang sulusyon, pero hindi ginagawan ng aksiyon. Alam na nga na kapag ang halaman ay hindi nadiligan – matutuyo; kapag nabasa sa ulan ang love birds dahil nakalimutang ipasok sa loob – mamamatay; kapag nagdasal lang ngunit hindi nag-aral sa final exam – babagsak; kapag ang isang empleyado ay hindi gumising na maaga – kaltas sa sweldo at ang masaklap maaaring matanggal sa trabaho kung ang hours ng pagiging late mo ay mas malaki pa sa araw ng pinasok mo. Tapos, kapag huli na ang lahat, saka na lang isisi ng tao sa langit, sa pader, sa aso, sa puno, sa alarm clock na hindi tumutunog, sa beer, sa yosi, sa bisyo, at kung kanino pang herodes na puwede mapag-gistahan maibsan lang ang kanyang damdamin dahil malinaw na malinaw na ang kaniyang aksiyon ang dahilan kung bakit parang tinalikuran ka ng mundong ibabaw.

Bkit nga ba ganoon? Kasi ang tao sa tuwing ito ay nagkakamali, hindi humaharap sa realidad ng buhay na siya ay nagkamali. Hindi niya matanggap na siya ang dahilan kung bakit naiwanang bukas ang gripo sa banyo kung kaya’t tumaas ang bill ng tubig, o kaya hindi niya matanggap na zero siya sa exam eh alam naman niya na naglaro lang siya ng gameboy magdamag. Ang tawag niyan ay in-denial. Sa kakatanggi niya sa kasalanan, hindi tuloy siya natututo, kung kaya’t paulit-ulit ang suliranin na natatamo niya sa buhay. Hangga’t idadaan na lang niya sa inom hanggang mabundat at mawalan ng trabaho. At kapag nanakit ang tiyan, iinom na lang ng liveraid tapos balik inom nanaman.
Sabi nga ng mga Sosyoligist, ang mga Pilipino ay sadyang masayahin, kung kaya’t kahit ano pa ang problema dinadaan sa pagbungisngis at ngiti. Kung ikaw ay magagawi sa likod na antas ng sosyalidad, makikita mo mga naninirahan sa isang squatter, kahit alam nila na wala silang makain, naroo’t tawa ng tawa nakikipag chismisan sa mga kaamiga habang ang asawa naman ay nakikipag inuman ng gin-tubig kila kumpare at hinahayaang magpalaboy at magtakbuhan na nakahubo ang mga anak sa labas na naglalaro ng lata ng coke.

Masayahin nga ba o ito ay isang paraan ng pagtakas sa realidad ng buhay na ginagalawan nila? Na gusto nilang makatakas ng sandali sa pagsolusyon sa problema? O natatakot silang harapin at mas mabuting maging miserable na lang habang buhay? Kaya minsan hindi mo maiiwasan na gamting lingwahe na lang ni Jose Rizal sa lahat ng kanyang sulat ay espanyol (huh? Ano ang koneksiyon ng sinasabi ko?? Hehe) Siguro yun din ang dahilan kung bakit mahirap halos ang Pilipino, matalino, madiskarte ngunit tamad. Na sa isip kung ano gusto gawin pero hanggang isip lang at hindi niya maisatuparan. Naalala ko tuloy ang sabi ng nanay ko “sayang na kabute, tumubo sa tae” kung gagawin mong literal eto, tanga ka, hehe joke. Ngunit kahit na ganoon, nandito pa ang pag-asa na ang bawat isa ay magbabago, na magsusumikap para sa sarili at sa kinabukasan, Wakasan na ang pagdepende sa gobyerno, tulungan mo ang sarili mong maging sagana. Kung ang lahat ng tao ay ganoon ang pagiisip, malamang aasenso tayo. Yun lang, kelan nga ba yun?

Ang BURAOT Bus Express

“Ma’am, Bossing, Urong lang tayo ng Bahagya, sige na mga nasa gitna, urong lang ng bahagya” ang sabi ng nakakaburaot na kundoktor ng bus. Naiwanan kasi ako ng shuttle na lagi kong sinasakyan pauwi kung kaya’t napilitan akong sumakay ng bus. Tamang-tama din dahil panahon na din ako ng tagtipid, kaya’t nararapat lang na mag-bus na lang ako tutal Bente pesos din ang matitipid ko. Dahil Last Trip na ito, naabutan ko ang katangi-tanging systema ng mga Pilipino ang “tayuan-hanggang-maputol-ang-ugat system”. Pagsakay ng pagsakay ko, humanap ako ng magandang spot na tatayuan upang saka-sakaling kaskasero si Manong Drayber eh matatag pa din ang mga pagod na laman ng binti ko para hindi matumba. Sa wakas! nakahanap ako sa ikatlong hanay ng upuan, kung saan masasandal ko ang katawan ko sa gilid neto, habang nakatayo. Magiging bahagyang panatag na sana ako hanggang… “Ma’am, Bossing, Urong lang tayo ng Bahagya!”, tinitigan ko si Manong Konduktor, napansin kong halos mapigtas ang mga litid niya sa lalamunan sa kaka sigaw ng “URONG LANG TAYO NG BAHAGYA!!”. Paulit-ulit niyang isinisigaw ang mga katagang eto. Dahil sa gabi na at mabagal na umandar ang isip ko, hindi ko namamalayan na ako pala ang pinaparinggan ng hoonghang na Manong Kunduktor na iyon! Daglian akong umurong na natatawa sa pulang-pulang itsura ng manong dahil napagod sa kakahiyaw sa katagang “BAHAGYA”. Umurong ako ng bahagya. Sumigaw nanaman si Manong. Urong nanaman ako ng BAHAGYA. Parinig nanaman si Manong Kunduktor. URONG NANAMAN A….Aba teka! napapansin ko, papunta na ako sa dulo ng bus sa kakabahagya ng walang pakundangang Kunduktor!!! Ba’t hindi na lang niya kasi sabihing “Ma’am Urong kayo hanggang DULO ng MUNDO!!!” kung yun naman ang nais niyang sabihin di ba? Hindi yung bahagya siya ng bahagya. Eh sa kaka-bahagya niya, baka umabot ako hanggang TAMBUTSO! At baka pababain ko si Manong Kunduktor sa sarili nilang bus na naka BAHAG! Ibang klase talaga mga kunduktor ng bus! Pagkatapos ko mabangga bangaa sa mga kasama kong nakatayo, kahit na sa isang pagkakataon ay dalawang beses kong sinadyang mabangga sa Gwapong lalaki na NAKATAYO – nakatayo din sa bus! (hoy! Hoy! Hoy! Mga isip, dumudumi!), hangga’t sa may nag-alok ng Upuan mula sa aking kanan. “Haay! Maraming Salamat Po!” ang sabi ko kay Manong Gentleman. Buti naman at meron pang natitirang ganoong creatures sa mundo, na magaalok ng upuan sa isang “nanananching na dalaga sa gwapong nilalang”. Grabe! Endangered species ito! Akala ko buo na ang paniniwala ko na Lahat ng kalalakihan ay asal aso na. hindi pala. Nagkamali ako. Sorry na! Tao lang! Salamat kung gayon. “Chivalry is not yet dead pa pala”.

Sa aking pag-upo, sa sobrang pagod hindi ko magawang matulog dahil ikinakatakot ko, baka pag-gising ko, eh na sa Cavite na ako o kung saan mang lupalop ng mundo ako mapadpad. Kung kaya’t pinilit kong aliwin ang sarili ko sa kanta ni Willie Revillame na “Sayaw Darling” sa radio ng bus. Ibang klase talaga ang Pinoy, kahit ang taong walang tono kumanta eh puwede nang kumanta, kahit paulit-ulit na ang liriko neto eh patok na patok pa din sa panlasa. Kahit ikanta mo lang eh Pakendingin, Pasayawin, Patumblingin o kaya’t mag Cart wheel si Darling o kung sino mang herodes yan,sa kanta at konteng bilis at nakakaudyok na rhythm ay puwedeng-puwede na maging number one sa Chart List. Ano ba ang maganda doon? Naalala ko tuloy yung website ni Bob Ong. Yung “Bobong Pinoy” na kung saan ay sinabi sa akin ni Karen na nakuha ng manunulat ang screen name na Bob Ong sa website niyang BOBong Pinoy. Ang Bobong Pinoy ay tungkol sa kakaibang paguugali ng mga Pilipino. Mga katigasan ng Ulo, kapasawayan, katarantaduhan, at lahat ng KA sa mundo! Sabagay, katangi-tangi tayong bansa na kung saan ang isang kandidato na na sa kulungan ay Binoto ng mamamayan.O kaya’t Presidenteng hindi nakatapos at ang alam lang eh makipag bakbakan sa Kamera; O kaya’t harap-harapan kang ninakawan, patuloy pa din ang pag-suporta neto o kaya naman ay mga simpleng Pagtapon ng Basura sa nakalagay na senyas na “Bawal Magtapon DITo!” O kaya naman pagihi sa mga lugar na nagsasabing “BAWAL UMIHI RITO, ASO LANG ANG PUWEDE”, ano kaya kung akusahan kong Vandalism ang mga senyas o salita na naka uling o pintura na sulat sa mga pampublikong pader? *iiling-iling* Parang ako nabibilang sa bobong Pinoy na kung saan sa sobrang labo ng mata ko, eh nakatapak ako ng isang malambot ng bagay ng nilalabas ng mga hayop sa kahabaan ng Pasay. Umuulan pa man din Noong mga panahong iyon, dahil kasingkulay ng poochie ng aso ang sandalyas kong gold, hindi ko napansin na nakatapak na ako. Ang sulit at pino pa man din ang pagapak ko hanggang sa naramdaman ko na “Bakit ang lambot ng inapakan ko?” hanggang na iyak na lang ako sa aking napagtanto na ito ay isang echas ng magaling na aso. Papaano ba magkakaechas sa gilid ng highway? Pasalamat na lang at umuulan, kung kaya’t madali kong napunas sa poste ang echos. Ewan ko ba, katawatawa talaga ako ng mga panahong iyon.

Ngunit, hindi naman talaga ako sumasangayon na ang mga Pinoy ay Bobo, syempre, Pinoy din ako kaya papalag ako hehe. Siguro ang gusto lang maparating ni Bob Ong, na ang mga Pinoy, matalino sana pero hindi nila alam kung saang paraan gagamitin ang katalinuhan nila. Kung kaya’t nauuwi sa katalinuhan sa kalokohan. Saan ka makakakita ng maliit na bahay eh ang laman ay bente na miyembro ng Pamilya? Siyempre, Only in the Pinas! Saan ka makakakita na ang mga tarpaulin ay maari nang gawing bag? Syempre saan pa, “ONLY”… Saan ka makakakita sa isang party, kumain na lahat-lahat eh may take-out pang kasama.. siyempre “ONLY”.. saan ka makakakita ng tawirang kulay pink? Siyempre “ONLY” . . . . Madiskarte naman ang mga Pinoy eh, kaya lang kulang sa sipag, tiyaga at suporta. Kung kaya’t kahit anong paraan makapang-isa lang ng kapwa o kaya’t makaisip lang ng kabalastugan eh gagawin maka survive lang. Kulang din kasi ng supporta ng Gobyerno. Ang Florescent Lights ni Flor, ang Bio-fuel ni Manong, Ang solar vehicle ng mga studyante, ang Microsoft na likha ni Sara,, hehe joke lang! At mga sandamakmak na imbensiyon ng ating mga kababayan na hindi ko na matandaan o hindi ko nalaman. Sayang talaga, sayang, kasi sa iba pinagtuunan ang pansin. Kaya nga’t minsan, hindi ka dapat umasa sa iba. Simple lang naman ang pag-uunlad, ito naman ay laging nagsisimula sa sarili! Kung iisipin mo, Reklamo ka ng reklamo na madumi ang Pilipinas, pero ang sarili mong kuwarto ay hindi mo malinis-linis, o kaya’t reklamo ng reklamo sa Gobyerno dahil sa kahirapan pero hindi ka naman nagtatrabaho, tanghali na nagigising at madalas pa ang inom at sugal, aba! Kumunoy ang abot mo Ne at Toy! Ang kaunlaran naman ay magsisimula talaga sa sarili. Parang nga sa kasabihan “Nasa Diyos ang Awa na sa Tao ang gawa”. Papaano ka tutulungan kung hindi mo tutulungan ang sarili mong magbago.? Davvaaa? Kung tayo ay hindi aasa, at tayo ay tatayo sa ating sariling mga paa, edi gagaan ang buhay natin at hindi na kailangan ng iba na mag-ibang bansa. Bawasan mo na ang mga mandarambong na leader ng bansa. Kung ganyon lang, tiyak aasenso tayo at wala nang Bob Ong na magsasabi at magpapaalala kung ano ba talaga tayo. Kaylangan natin tanggapin sa sarili ang mga baho natin mga Pinoy, para ating mabago ang mga kabahuhan at kabalahura na eto para sa ikauunlad ng ating Bansa! IBOTO SI SARA PARA SA PRESIDENTE! IBOTO!!!! Huwhhaaat???

P.S. Nagugulat ka na ba sa mga kandidato para sa presidente ngayong 2010 noh?? Tsk tsk,, Pinoy nga naman! Tara! Kumandidato ka na rin!!!! *grin*

But hey! May mas worst pang Bansa sa atin, so don’t lose HOPE! =)

Thank You Caloy

Caloy is really a friend in deed. Last Tuesday I struggled to the image that I will post for our Wednesday's Editorial's Note on our BizLink Newsletter. Good Thing I have a one hell creative, talented friend that was on-line on my yahoo messenger. Thanks to yahoooo!!! I buzzed on caloy and drew me a picture that somehow will reflect to our ed's note. and woala! he drew me a brain with a hard hat. and it took him 10 minutes to do that... *applause* gifted child eto! Hats Off to you carlo doce! =) *hugshugs*

THANKS Dude!!!! Sa susunod na lang ang kape.. *lablab*

fanatic over style and simplicity

I am currently an avid fun of Rachel Bilson! super!!! sometimes I just waste my day browsing on the internet just to find pictures of this girl. I want her fashion sense. =) gaaddd!! i wanna ba like her! Whaaat?? hehe

*simple*sexy*sassy*naughty*

*changes*

"THE PERSON I USED TO KNOW FOR ALMOST 21 YEARS OF MY LIFE SUDDENLY BECAME A TOTAL STRANGER TO ME . . . It's so sad but true" *sob*sniff*

Wha Dup Wha Dup??

What am I up to? I am currently reading Bob Ong's Paboritong Libro ni Hudas . Just Last Monday, I finally finished the series of Coffee Prince; A Korean Novela; FYI I watched that from morning until 11pm without standing and eating! I was supposed to meet with Karen but I am so totally addicted and decided to postponed the meeting (hehe peace out Clitty!) On Friday, my sister and I will watch the series of Six Feet Under, so so so, another film to make my world stops. Really I am so egzayted! =) I also redesigned my room, i changed the artwork on my wall, and exchanged some stuff that I want, from my kikay stuff to my books.

What I am planning for this year?
I will organize a race in Pangasinan. I will buy my new mobile phone, I will visit my dentist. I must lose 5 pounds. I will travel to Hongkong Disneyland and meet Eric my friend. I am planning to have a concert on my 22th birthday. I will have an all out shopping spree. I will buy my own i-pod . Customized my Laptop. I will have one mountain climb this year. I will have a job in a radio station. i will try the dubbing company. and write on all of our media.

So far this is my so "babaw" plans for this year. But I will add on this list and reflect of what should be done and what is not. =)

Cheers for 2008!

TULIRO

Ever since I knew you, I know there is something special between the two of us. I tried not to entertain the illusions of owning you, of having you more than we have right now. Your every look, your every approach, the way you treat me special made myself believe that It was just a plainly friendship - pure, comfortable and fun. But all of a sudden, the confident of my firm belief of our pure friendship changed when you confessed to me how you feel about me. I was shocked of hearing all the scenarios and the words you uttered for I felt exactly the same thing. Your sincerity made me cry for I knew or rather we knew that it's too late to start a new love story. We had our own different lives with someone. We tried to settle things; we decided to do what is right, to stop the fire from burning, to keep away from temptation that might hurt the involved ones, and go on on our present situation, continue the friendship and pretend that love never existed at all.

I thought it was just easy to pretend, but I silently am hurting on everything; I feel jealous when I saw you and her; I feel hypocrite to pretend to them that we're just friends but in reality we have "something" special, I feel so "hinayang" for I can't blatantly have you and I feel sorry for myself for I can't express everything to you. It hurts me for all I can do is just look at you from afar, and hoping that someday you'll be mine. I always found myself thinking about you, having you on my wildest thoughts, and imagining the "what if that is" statements. Even if I tried to stop all of this foolishness, I still can't fight it. I know this is crazy, but I don't understand why I feel like this, it feels like my heart and mind are fighting for love. And right now, I really don't know what to do. But I will try my very best to pretend, to move on and forget my feelings for him. I know It will take too long before I get over, but I am sure that I will never be stuck on this. I love him but I myself should decide to end this

*for my secret Bugoy* . . .

Listen to this song, migraine by Moonstar88,this is really a good song.. =)

Migraine
Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo
Hanggang dito lang ako, nangangarap na mapa-sa’yo
Hindi sinasadya
Hahanapin pa ang lugar ko
Asan nga ba ako? andiyan pa ba sa iyo?

[Chorus]
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ‘ko sa ‘yo? asan ba ‘ko sa ‘yo?
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ‘ko sa ‘yo? aasa ba ‘ko sa ‘yo?

Naiinip na ako, naghihintay sa ‘yo
Masakit na ang ulo, kailangan bang lumuhod?
Gusto ko lang naman, yung totoo
Yung tipong ang sagot
Ay di rin isang tanong

[repeat Chorus]

Dahil, ‘di na makatulog
Dahil ‘di na makakain
Dahil ‘di na makatawa
Dahil, di na

Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo
Hanggang dito lang ako

[repeat Chorus]

Nahihilo
Nalilito

Your Japanese Name Is...

Oki Askikaga

What's your Japanese Name?

What Sara Susanne Fabunan Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings. You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun. Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them. You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous. You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things. Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Emotional General Cleaning

It was I think the 1st week of December when I suddenly realized that I should clean-up and throw away what's in my closet and start a new life and rebuild my barriers to people that had hurt me. it dawned on me my worth and what I deserve to be treated. So I risked to throw away those people who took me for granted, who did not accepted me of who I am and refused to take a stand on what he or she believed in. I just realized that "hey! she's not your life! there are lots of fish in the ocean, better than him, a gentleman, respectful guy, who will not just think about today but most especially his future. Someone who has a dream, someone who will never satisfy for success. And now I am clearly sure about myself and my future, what I want and what i definitely do not want. Thanks to my past. Thanks and Goodbye.

have you ever listen to an indie songs? well I do. I really hell do. Underground musics really is an art. that's the real music but it didn't click to the market. Because people are the type of creature where they stick on the boundaries, the typical, "the-in", the hot. They follow the trends and act the same as the others. They change their identity and be like everybody. What's my point anyway? actually I just don't have anything to do or I have to do something but I am too lazy to act on it. Yeah, my lazy moments. Gaad, I am so unproductive today. Or I think I wanted to relax from a 3 consecutive days of producing screens, endless presentations, doing my daily assignments, the daily routine, sleepless nights, the moment of pigging out in order to have energy; eating excessive carbo, protein and sitting for the whole damn 3 days. And I came to scan my body to our mirror, and I getting so hell fat! yeah! I'm getting fat! as in fat fat fat! My belly is showing as if they wanna explode, my chins and face are getting round, my arms are getting ticker, i have three zits on my face, and I have an eyebag, and my hair is too long! what on earth am I doing huh? Facing the mirror felt like I am 3 weeks pregnant from a guy I don't know. Or a nerdy geeky girl that all she want to do is work and do weirdy stuff. But!!! Ofcourse, I am just exaggerating all the facts. I just feel like discriminating myself. hehe wait up!!! I supposed to discuss about the indie song stuffs right? hahaha!

Well I have nothing to say naman about the indie songs, what I wanted to say is that, open your mind on the other side of the coin or the world, explore, find and create, and you will see the beauty beyond the ugly perspective of life. Listen to them, and you will hear another beauty and art of music. not just a sloppy rapping thing, or a lovesongs that's too over-rated. ayt!

i want you to listen this indie songs, I discovered this band from my friend, the "Los Indios Bravo" band. they are the only indie hip-hop and pop with a sense of taste and upbeat. =)


This entitled Ulap - enjoy!

Cheers for 2008!!

I've been busy and still am busy at my corporate working world. I have lots of presentations and meetings to attend. And I even don't have enough sleep, due to holidays and the production of my presentation. It's been a busy year for me really. like today, we started my presentation at 9am and we had our brain storming on the project until 5pm. Gaad! we stayed the whole day in the conference room! And we expect that we work so hard next week. We have a deadline to meet.

As I am thinking about the loads and the multi-tasking system that I am doing, I just can't believe that at this age of 21; this point of my life, I am holding a big responsibility that may affect the whole company if I didn't effortly do something about it. Now I understand what Spiderman says, and I quote; "Great power comes with great responsibility" . . . I am a little bit naive about everything, but I feel really so excited and psyched of all the things ahead of me. and now I am learning the dynamics in the web industry.

I just hope It will be a good year for me, for my co-workers, my friends and family.

Happy New Year to all!! Cheers!!

-fabulous