Haunted Relationship

We were riding in a bus, silence filled between the two of us, It feels uncomfortable, words are running out in my head. It feels like I want to end the silence and talk to you, and ask what's bothering you. But I am so helpless to do so. I can't hear any word from you . . . I don't know, I don't have any clue of what is going on between us, am I going to ride with you until you drop me somewhere? Or I'll be the one to pull over and find my own destination?

Looking back with my past relationships made me think if I am committing the same mistake again, will I let myself trap to a "nowhere to run scenario" again? Is being true to my own feelings is a mistake? Or being true to my feelings when I know It's too late to be true is a mistake? I don't know, but as I was thinking about everything feels like i will be heading to a very dark place of nowhere.

and so I ask:

Why does past relationship keeps on haunting me in my conscious and subconscious mind? It's like a ghost in my head keep booing until I cry in fears. Do unresolved past relationship should be SOLVED so that it will not keep haunting you like a ghost?

haays... am i going to ride with him or will I pull over?