Share your blessings

"Blessings always look small if you hold them in your hands, but when you share it with others, you will realize how big and precious they are!"

My salary is indeed precious when I shared it to my friends and loved ones. I will never forget my ever first salary in my first ever corporate world. How can I forget June 29 2007?? hehe Well, I always wanted to be a blessings to others, so as I received my salary, I let it share with my friends, family and colleagues. After my work, I met my friends and we went to Laguna Los Baños for a road trip. We went to Padis point to chill and relax with the raggae and rnb musics. It's fun gettin 'wild in the dance floor and drink for sometimes, despite of the stressful work and deadlines. It feels good to relax for some time. Sayang, dan is not with us, we all had fun pa naman. Oh well, maybe next time he may see me dancing wet and wild! wahahaha! Well actually I thought about him everytime I heard some raggae musics... but it's okay, above everything else, my friends and I surely had fun. After that, Marco, Christian and I slept in my sister's dorm.

Holy Crap!!!! ++sooo damn crazy!++

I just can't concentrate from work, maybe because I am still thinking and evaluating all the things that happened last night. There is one thought that playing on my mind over and over again for the whole damn time! "should I stay or should I go?!? I'm really am losing my mind! I just can't understand everything! and now, I'm losing control for everything. . . Last night, I kept on bawling until I fell asleep. I just can't understand some situations! I just can't comprehend the things he told me. I really don't know what to think, all I know is I'll fight for it till the end! Until everything is clear and settled. i'm just waiting for us to talk about some "situations" that I don't understand! This game of love is killing me!!!!!!!! arg!